I wish I could be able to just end this all. Why doing it is so hard. I am a complete waste of space. I am totally worthless as a person. I'm male 27, never in any relationship, dead-end job. I am so lonely, I am so shy that I haven't talked with anyone outside my family for few or more months. You see I am a farmer so I just keep working at ours place, dad is doing all those selling, taxes etc. I know that I am so useless. I am nobody. I wrote a rant some time ago. So I am still here. What else to write? I am lonely, very shy, worthless, stupid. And I think I'm a ******. Or it's just because I am so lonely. Never had friends. At least the ones who wouldn't laugh at me now and then. But that was at school. I am so different than others. I am just not like them. I don't know how to talk to people. One day I will have the courage to solve my problems and then I'd just <Mod Edit *music* Methods>. Nobody would ever notice somebody has gone. I shouldn't have been born.