i am so fucking GLAD that i have camp for the rest of the week. If i spend another night with my parents i WILL go crazy. its no fair. either way is just bad. if they yell, its bad, if they dont talk at all, its even worse. and oh, thats right, i'm the scapegoat now too. yay. wonderful. i want to cut. yup, i know its been more than a year, but its come back again. i so badly want to give in but i cant explain away fresh cuts on camp. it isnt fair. i want to cut!!!!