I simply can't do this anymore. What? You may ask. Simply everything. Not really sure I can explain, and everytime I do I'm misunderstood. So, I'm not sure there's a point in even trying. "If" I chose to continue on it'll only be a life of utter silence. So, to continue loses its savor. I'm severely discouraged atm. I'm not convinced there's a point to anything anymore. I'd really like for people to stop believing in me especially when there's no room for consideration (by listening). Rant over! Amongst so many other things.