Right I will start by saying I am not depressed or suicidal, I do suffer from anxiety, BPD and PTSD. I start DBT this month. So society tells me I shouldn't be living at home at 26, and they're right I shouldn't. I am unhappy here. But love living at home at the same time. I need to see the social worker (will sort that out in the morning). I have spent the night looking at house shares in my city, there are a good few and with rent allowance I should be able to afford them - Yes back on disability. That is only part of the issue I'd like to chance (moving). I know I even say myself a relationship will come in time, maybe it will, maybe it won't. I don't know but being alone is not nice. I'd like someone I could share everything with. Next thing is my career, I started college in 2012 and this year, I quit both time because I cannot find anything I like doing. I am thinking beauty therapy now but there are no jobs for that here 'cos there are so many beauticians. I don't know what I am going to do or how I will end up. To put the plan in action I am going to call the people in charge of the house shares tomorrow, I'm going to get an appointment with the social worker. I need to badly move, I live in a tiny village which my rapist lives in too. I need to move for my mental health and to be near those helping me in the city centre. I need to lose half of my body weight, ashamed to say I am obese. I'm on my first week of my diet and it is going well so far So theres, moving,relationship,weight,therapy. Please add your thoughts? or well wishes etc? or anything you think may be useful that I haven't thought of.