Hey everyone, I'm new... I guess I'm here because I don't know what to do anymore. I feel stupid talking about my problems, because I know there are people out there with much worse problems than me. I feel pathetic comparing myself to them, as if my problems are not that important... In the past few months, I have broken up with an ex who has cheated on me three times. Everything was going great after... I had my best friends near me, I had my family, a new guy who I thought was the most wonderful person ever... soon, everything began to change. The new guy I have deeply fallen in love with, does not treat me right... yet I can't seem to get myself away from him, I love him deeply... the kind of love I have never felt before, and I do not know why... he knows I love him so much, and takes advantage of that. I treat him like he's my everything. I have lost my best friends because they don't like him... I am constantly depressed because I miss them. but there is no way getting them back, unless I break up with him. At the same time, I feel happy when I am with him, but as soon as he leaves, I feel terrible again. Some days are worse than others... I just feel so completely alone. I don't want to talk to anyone.. I just sit in my bed and cry... I truly don't want to deal with this anymore. I have been considering suicide for the past few weeks, on and off... it's starting to seem like the only way out... it's like I can't leave him but I can't be with him either.. I just feel so completely alone, a feeling I have never ever felt before in my life.:sad: Sorry this was long..I appreciate whoever took the time reading this.