I am 14 years old and have been in a couple bad relationships. My friends pressure me into stuff I don't want to do and I ended up losing my girlfriend over it. She was the only thing that I have ever wanted and now shes gone! I have tried suicide 3 nights ago but was unsuccessful. I want help with this so I don't have to deal with these scary thoughts anymore. They still overcome me and I don't know when my next attempt will be. Please, I need help, but I don't want to talk to anyone about it (parents, doctors, friends ect.) so would like to get some help here.