I'm a single mom. I've had thoughts of suicide for years but now it's all the time. When I'm driving all I can think about is <Mod Edit: Methods>. The main reason is the man I was with for 6 years, the love if my life, isn't with me anymore. He says we're taking a break and everything will be fine if I just relax and stop being depressed and thinking the worst of everything. But he's staying in a camper at a well-known party campground and hangs out terrible people and women. I don't think we'll ever get back together. I can't say anything to him without him getting mad and saying hurtful things. He's not the only reason I can't do it, though. I have horrible credit, i don't make much money, my car is about to die and i can't afford another one, I have no friends, I'm always crabby, i snap at my daughter all the time. I feel that someone else could take much better care of her. No one would be upset if i was gone and it would solve everyone's problems. The only reason i haven't is because my daughter's dad is useless and i don't want her to have to live with him. I'm at my wits end with life. There's just no point... Keep going just to be hurt over and over? No thank you.