I am posting here because I just needed someone to talk to. I have been fighting my depression for nearly my whole life and for the most part I have kept it hidden with pretty darn good success. The only person who really has any idea of the severity of it is my now ex-girlfriend as of this morning. To be blunt, I am done. I just cannot relax. Everything is anxiety for me. I feel as though I want to crawl out from under my skin. I cannot stand the pain any longer, and now that she does not want to be part of my life any more, well. The hardest part is that I am alone. I have no family to turn to. Right now I am hurting so much I just haven't a clue as to where to go now.