I am so tired of being hurt and rejected. Within the past couple weeks I just haven't felt alive. Not sleeping, haven't really done anything. I always just tell myself it will get better and I will do great things in my life but then I try to picture a future and can't. It is scary not being able to see a future. The realization of being a disappointment and burden is getting to be too much and I can't take these ups and downs. How do you move forward from this point? Any advice would be appreciated.