Just a rant. You ever open up about something, and people just ask more and more questions, and don't seem to get it. I always feel more depleted when I talk to anyone. Atleast I get what I mean. You don't need to dig into areas that make me feel like shit even more, when ive already brought up something that makes me feel like shit. Especially when it's obvious. Just reminds me how alone it is in this life really. It's ok though, it's something I should have committed to along time ago. But yah know.. Sometimes I want to talk to someone about something. And it started out fine and normal but they just had to ask indirect questions about things. Bah I know the reality. I have vulnerable spots atm. It's not anyones fault for asking questions. I should say humiliating spots.. i Just need to be more careful, Again.. about how I talk about things But it was such normalish conversation. I know.. I could just not let it affect me. but it does. They have to affect me, because they are a nightmare for me. Ug I just need to get out of here and be smarter and seal off anything bad. Gottttaaa get up gottaaa keep going. Zing. Back to it.