Thanks for being here and for the hugs
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I tend to isolate when I'm feeling alone (do we all do that?)
I reached out to someone random in real life, texted her that I'd love to be in touch. She replied that 3 kids are sick and she'll be in touch. So not sure if that went nowhere, but, I'm proud that I did something.
Mostly okay. Still feeling alone. It doesn't bother me as much.
I wonder if I'll ever be able to internalize that people care about me. If I'll ever really know it, more than just logically trying to convince myself that it's so. Although actually, when I'm in a better frame of mind, it's easier to believe I'm worth it and deserve it. Maybe that's why I don't feel as completely alone in the universe.
I hope you all know how much it means to me that you're here.