its been a really hard time lately. My ocd has been so bad. I just pray that god will take me. I pray all the time. I have noone who I can talk to. Mostly people just give me a weird stare when I try to talk to them or they disregard my feelings. The only thing thats keeping me aliveis my animals. The thing is recently I feel that I dont care about my animals and that I just want them to die so I can die too. When my dog was acting strange I didnt have the energy to care. But, then I got some and helped her. But, now its the same again. Nothing seems real to me. And, it hasnt for awhile now. What am I to do now that I have almost no reason to live? This is how I feel.