Sorry this isn't much but it is to me. We were best friends but she always seems to pick fights and arguments with me. There was no reason for her having a go, like usual. I have depression, an eating disorder, anxiety and have tried to commit suicide a few times. I actually care about pretty much everybody much more than myself. Why the hell would I try to commit suicide if I was liked myself? Today she started saying stuff like"You don't have feelings or care for anyone about yourself(which isn't true), you're just a stupid alcholic who isn't worth being here. Why don't you go cut yourself you self absorbed bitch.You're so messed up,you're not normal you don't deserve to be here."Then she kept saying that sorta nasty shit. So I said something like" What the hell do you know you don't know me" So then she starts saying"Yeah well at least I'm not fucked up in the head,at least I havn't tried to kill myself several times" in front of loads of people at school who didn't know about that.She's always saying stuff like"Everybody hates you etc etc", belittling me and reducing my already low confidence. So I said"At least I have a dad".Her dad left when she was really little. So then she stormed off and was apparently crying all through school because of me. I'm not saying that I am not sorry for upsetting her but everytthing she said to me was really horrible and she's always saying shit, but not that bad. I didn't go off crying and I am going to seem like the bad guy now but I really don't think it's all my fault and she bloody started it like usual.Yet again she's told everyone it's all my fault. I'm sorry but I am not going to tolerate her anymore saying shit about me anymore and I was just responding, otherwise I would have been ridiculed and I hate the shit she says, it really hurts. I have been very close to suicide again, before she said that stuff and now she's got a load of my other friends on her side. I just don't know where I stand in this anymore.