Just for the record...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by RainbowChaser, Aug 8, 2007.

  1. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    • Yes, I am suicidal
    • Yes, I was sexually assualted
    • Yes, I was stupid enough to actually stay with the guy and get sexually assaulted and raped to a total of 7 times in 13 months
    • Yes, I am scared of guys
    • Yes, I would be dead right now if it wasn't for two members of this forum
    • And no, I am not making it all up, and you can go get :censored: if you think I am

    I hope that clears everything up...

    PS: No, that isn't everything, but I'm not ready to talk about everything yet
    Last edited by a moderator: Aug 8, 2007
  2. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni


    Hope that helped get things out Sammie :hug:
  3. Wonderstuff

    Wonderstuff Staff Alumni

    I never thought you were making it up :hug: :hug: :hug: I hate that you had to go through so much though :(
  4. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    You werent stupid baby, its common to stay with them, you dont think about it, you go into denial.

    I lived with my abuser for 3 months, being abused every day, more than once, one day it was 13 times in 24 hours.. but i thought 'were engaged' 'this is the sacrafice i have to make, in a marriage you make sacrafices, were going to get married' 'im a freak i dont like sex why should he suffer because im a freak'

    And I didnt even ever stop to think, uh yeah but when i say no he does it anyway and im having a nervous break down, im 15 and hes 12 years older than me.

    Itsn not your fault.
  5. Spikey

    Spikey Senior Member

    :hugs: Love ya babes, keep safe xx