So tonight my boyfriend (of 2 years) and I drank a little and smoked a bit so I was feeling good but we were talking about some important stuff (because it was time) cause we r both 20 and i just wanted to see what he thought about our future and he automatically said I WILL NEVER GET MARRIED, because i dont want those responsibilites and shit.... i sat there and just cried like what am i supposed to do keep dating someone with no intentions of ever being with me... my heart just completely broke into so many pieces. it took me so long to trust him and i promised myself i wouldnt date anyone else again because i went to school with him so I know his background but if i meet someone new i wont trust them or kno if they are like a killer or something. i know it sounds stupid but i have been through a lot in my life and it seems like i should die but i try very very very hard to try and be normal so i can be good enough for my boyfriend but it obviously isnt going to work. I mean like lately my parents haven't been around lately (out of town) and i have felt soo horrible and sad and alone and I dont know what i would if i had to do it for the rest of my life. please please help me i cant talk to anyone else without being criticized because no one understands!