Just get out of my head already.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Beka, Feb 26, 2012.

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  1. Beka

    Beka Well-Known Member

    It's like there's a voice telling me to do it. I'm fighting it all of the time and while I can be pretty good at keeping my distance from this other side of me, it's still constantly there, telling me that it is a good thing, that it helps me and that it's the only thing that can help me when it does none of those things. It's becoming like a craving for a food.

    Thank god for my willpower, but I feel like screaming.
  2. Degenerate Escapist

    Degenerate Escapist Well-Known Member

    That's great that you have been able to resist and that you know it's not helping you. It's just a temporary release that becomes something you rely on, and in the long run you'll always carry reminders of those mistakes and everything you've been through.

    Stay strong. It's never easy.
  3. 08912

    08912 Member

    Screaming is Joyous!, if your not anywhere that you can scream write down how you feel on paper then throw it away it helps.
    Or punch a pillow to release tension, (I've also found throwing stuffed animals at the wall helps)
    Talk to somebody, like a counselor about your problems.
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