Well, just got a call today from HR stating that I'm terminated from the company after 11 months there. Its because of an extremely stupid mistake that I made, so its all my fault. Its the first time I've been fired, now I know how it feels. It wasn't a great job anyways, but with my existing depression, I'm not sure what I'm going to do. :sad: With my long-term depression and anxiety, I already have low motivation, drive, energy, etc. I lack goals, dreams, a real reason to exist on this planet, just mooching off of my parents and their goodwill. For instance, my brother who is three years younger than me is already going to start graduate school this fall but I may never do that. I'm a pessimist at heart. How would finding a new job be like now that I have a bad record from my previous employer? Its too bad I also won't get severance pay, unemployment benefits, etc. Its only been 30 minutes since I got that dreadful call. Maybe I just need to wait it out a bit. Sigh.... I guess I have to take it as positively as possible, a chance for a bit of a vacation at least. I had vacation hours allotted but they wouldn't approve it until at least late this year. Gotta think of the positives, the positives.....god, I feel like I'm totally screwed! I feel more like dying than usual! I could really do with a cheerful, positive attitude right about now, which is my exact opposite personality!