So, I just spent three days in inpatient. Still trying to figure things out, but I guess am just needing some support right now. I'm panicking. I dunno. Everything feels worse now that I'm out, like I got a good swift kick in the ass from reality (my phone got disconnected, I don't even have my stuff - like clean clothes). They were supposed to call in my prescriptions, but the pharmacy isn't showing them, and with no phone wtf am I supposed to do? Sorry, I dunno. Every single thing seems too overwhelming. I feel like a 5 year old alone in the mall. Lost and scared. I just want to go home. Back to family. I don't think I can do it anymore, and especially not alone.