The fits of unpredictable rage continue. Crying again because I cannot contain my agitation or racing thoughts. I hate this, really hate this. I really hope my GP will be able to give me something tomorrow to calm me down because if this continues I'm either going to seriously hurt myself or cause destruction, possibly both. I don't even feel depressed. I just have so many racing thoughts, too much energy that I don't know what to do with and this is how it's manifesting itself. Please Dr R have an appointment available tomorrow!!!