I was having a decent time then. But so many people dislike me and a lot of those same people are going to my college. I'm nothing to them, and I know I shouldn't care, but I do. They're always going to dislike me no matter what I do. I barely passed, too. I feel like I'm going to be nothing. I hate the fact that these people dislike me just because other people do. When I walked across the stage, I felt anxious. I knew people were looking at me then, thinking this kid is so weird or creepy. They were telling others they didn't like me. I can't let this hold me from realizing a good deal of my potential. Even people I know who I'm supposed to be cool with call me weird behind my back. I hate it so much. After I sat back down after receiving my diploma, I felt better. It felt like graduating college was not going to be difficult at all. Now that I'm home and alone, I'm unsure. I don't feel like I'm anything.