So I took an overdose and from on everything is pretty hazy. I remember listening to a voicemail this morning from my key worker saying I had to get in touch with her today or she would call the police and then the next thing I remember was the buzzer on my apartment going. I don't remember getting up to buzz her in and vaguely telling her to come in (I must have put it on the latch). I was in bed and the next I remember was getting to hospital (although again huge chunks missing). I had bloods taken and an xray (no idea why) and then left. 8 hours later I was told it was going to be another 2 hours before I could see a doctor so I discharged myself. The problem is I now have a huge amount of emotions running around - from guilt to resentment and a whole other number of things!!! How do others cope after trying to commit suicide and for what ever reason not doing so?