And now I am afraid someoen is going to call the police on me, because I posted about it on another forum. God, I'm so stupid! mod edit =helena= Methods It was hard because its the middle of the night- 3:21 - and I had no one to call or talk to. But I'm going to be alright, I couldn't have died, if I had pased out it just would've loosened. I will be ok, but I really hope those on the other forum dont' call the police on me. Because I don't really want to die, I just wanted to get the feel of it. So I am still struggling. Still want ing to hurt myself.