Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Malcontent, Mar 31, 2007.
I want to die.
Malhmy: If this is over the last few nights I can only repeat what I've said before; it's not just you who is losing it over the behaviour of certain peeps we all feel ragged, tearful, angry and upset.
If it's something else, I'm here; email me pm me but let me help please :hug: :hug: :hug:
:hug: Hang in there mate ...
Always here if you want an ear
You're right Terry, it's about the past week. I'm sick of being treated like I'm less than other people. But they're probably right, I'm nothing but scum.
Sorry, I've said too much
You and scum shouldn't appear in the same sentence together - I know at the momeent you don't think so, but you are a top bloke, who's so supportive of everyone else :hug:
Take time for yourself too mate ...
You stay here and take good care of yourself. I'm going to go on Ebay and see about getting you some "awesome ninja powers."
:sad: :sad: :sad: You sat there last night and told me not to let it effect me so you should be doing the same. They aren't worth it hun.
Mally your not scum! but to tell the truth i can understand why you would feel like that because i felt like scum after reading a spiteful post and you know what i did as a result of that post. This past week has been out of control. You came of leave into what seemed like a full blown riot. Your to stressed hun and i can completely understand why.
You, Terry and Kelly was here for me when i was in a really bad way and you know what i love you for being there for me. You was there for all of us. We all love and care for you so much.
Mal hun, hang in there. You can make it, you're stronger than you realise. Even if you can't see the good in yourself and your presence, we can. And we care for you a great deal, it just wouldn't be right at SF which out Malleh. I'm here if you'd like to talk... Stay safe, and if you need to post, then post, maybe you need a good venting. You a just a desrving of support as anyone else here. :hug: :hug: :hug:
We love ya hun.
If I ever see the word scum in conjunction with yourself again, I will come down to Devonland and whip your pale arse to a bright shiny red:tongue:
Thank you everyone. But every day I hate myself more and more, I've become one of the arseholes I've always despised. I'm a bully and an abuser and I should be hated.
EDIT: ignore whatever I say in this thread, I'm just venting I'm not really gonna do anything to myself
Mal dear, vent all you like. Just get it out of your system. As long as you can get it out, talk it out, scream it out, maybe you won't do anything harmful to your sweet self. Yes, you - sweet!:smile: Don't let the irritations and frustrations get to you so badly - I know that's easy to say and often hard to do, but I'm asking you please, don't let it eat you up inside. I think highly of you, my friend, and what hurts you, hurts me.
much love and hugs for you,:hug: :grouphug: :hug:
You, Malcontent, are NOT scum in any way, shape or form! :biggrin:
i should hope not. an admin can't be duping.
(the joke being, of course, "scum" is already a username here)
Thank you ybt for reinforcing the fact that my feelings don't matter. Because of course, I am just a joke. I don't have emotions so it's fine to take the piss and there will be no consequences. Whatever.
Seriously what was the point in that? really supportive.
what? no, of course i fully support malcontent. i'm sorry if you feel the need to jump on me like that, seeing as nothing negative was said. but go on, do continue attacking me for unjustified reasons
What the hell is wrong with you YBT you seem hell bent on sending one of us over the top!!!! I cannot believe how cruel you have become.
Sorry, but I just don't see what ybt did that was so wrong. It was just a little joke, not meant to demean or belittle anyone. Doesn't anyone have a sense of humor anymore?
in any case this isn't the thread to discuss it. anyone who has problems i sincerely hope they can get it fixed. "cruel"? fine, if i'm so cruel, ignore ME. back to mal's issues.