i am feeling so depressed...everytime i wake up in the morning, i just have this horrible feeling in my body, like i just want to die....i feel like each day i'm just getting closer and closer to doing something, to stop the pain and that awful feeling of inadequacy. finals are this week, starting tomorrow actually, and i'm pretty sure i'm going to fail. i don't know how i got into college in the first place. i don't know why im here, i don't have any motivation for anything, i just don't want to deal with any of this any more. please can anyone help me? i don't know what i'm going to do with school, i've done nothing in my life that i'm proud of, i'm really better off dead.