Well I'm Trish and I'm 23 years old. I am/was/?? married but sadly, going through a divorce. My husband came home from work one day and I had dinner ready for him on the table and we ate and watched a movie. While I was in the shower, he went into our bedroom and packed my bags and by the time I got out, he was standing there telling me that he wasn't happy and was filing for divorce and eventually made me to leave that night. That's the only explanation I got, that he was unhappy. I've had moments of good and bad in my life and I went through a long period of my childhood of thinking of ways to end my life, since my marriage I've had a couple episodes but nothing to major. I would talk to my husband and he really did make things better. He was the only person I ever confided in about my thoughts like that. Now I had to move back in with my parents and I can't talk to them about it without feeling like I'm more of a failure than I'm already am. So I came here just desperate for a friend and people to understand. It's only been a little over a month since my husband left me and I attempted and obviously failed. I wouldn't particularly say it's because I feel like I can't live without him, but it just hurts so bad being by myself. If that makes any since at all? Anyways, I'm sorry this is my introduction. It's the first time I really put myself out there besides on a marriage forum which just tore me down and just told me I deserved all this. So this is me, trying.