I just joined a few minutes ago because I plan to end my life today. No one is ehre and I <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>. This is a bit of how I am doing now or what i'm going threw. It might not seem bad but anyone thinking about suicide should be able to relate even if it dosn't seem bad to you.. Well..I'm 17. My birthday is in a few days..I'll be an adult. I have no friends due to me being anti-social. I don't get along with people, I put on a fake smile and act infront of everyone. On the inside I hate most people due to te fact im mostly ignored if I ever try to have a serious conversation ..My best friend moved long ago while I was locked in my house due to my parents being stupid..never letting me out. Now I have no contact with that person..the only person I could ever talk to. I'm not even in school..I was kicked out of middleschool..then I came back and got kicked out of highschool. I'm good at nothing. No one needs me. I have nothing i'm good at or am interested in.. I have no one..at all..no one understands me..I put on a act infront of everyone like im fine..I dress nice and everything..but on the inside I feel like im dying slowly..I have no future..