Just kill me...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by RainbowChaser, Jul 11, 2007.

  1. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I wanna die so much.

    I don't want to go to London. When I come back, I'll feel even more alone than I do now. I seem to be doing things without remembering again, which could land me in serious trouble while I'm in a strange place.

    Why does everything I read about depression and suicide not mention anything that I've been through? Isn't it a good enough reason to feel this way?

    And why do so many guys think I'm bad for being female? If I thought that all guys were like my ex, and said so, I'd be shouted at, told off for feeling that way... Well that's how I feel sometimes.

  2. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Aww hun :(

    :hug: We'll all look after you :) - don't worry.

    :hug: Often hun, specifics are very hard to come by with feelings, as every case is different, and everybody is different, which is by no-way a bad thing, just that a lot of things can make people suicidal..

    :hug: No-one is bad for what they are, hun.
    There are good guys out there, you just haven't found one yet :hug:
    You'll stumble across him one day, I'm sure :)