I just attempted last night. I took pills. I panicked, forced myself to throw up, then passed out. somehow i am still here. i am so glad to be alive. it's worth it. choose life. it might seem like you have no choice, like things are too bad. i hear you. i was there... last night i was there. i made the wrong choice. As sick as i am right now, as many times as i threw up, as much as my head feels like its going to explode I am glad that i threw up those pills. i dont know why i made it, but im glad i did.