Its too late, its all too late. I need something thats going to give me what I need to end my life. I cant do it anymore, I cant go on with this life. I know im going to hurt people, I know that, but its just time, you need to understand, its time. Look at me, look at this pathetic mess, look at this old man, look at how chases around young girls, ya I know thats what you all fucking think, love doesnt enter into it. Every day I day dream about cutting, cutting my wrist, cutting my throat ear to ear, just letting the blood come tumbling out. Sooner or later im gonna take that knife and get it done, its drawing closer all the fucking time, it cant come soon enough. I want to fucking die so much, I just need to make that decision and go You guys have no idea what goes on my head, constantly, fuck the anti-depressants. Dont feed me a line about anti depressants, ill knock your fucking block off. Dont feed me shit about work, jesus since when did work become something to be happy about??? Just tell me the truth, Matt its time to move on. :cry: I just want to die, I just want to be reborn Can you please just let me die, just let me die.