My moods are all over, im irritable, crying, angry, my thoughts are all over. They are also suicidal. I havent cut since this morning but that one is still bleeding. I cant concentrate on homework i go to school full time.im also in the middle of a forclosure and a divorce with a protection from abuse order. . I dont want to even be around my kids. They are 7,14, 16 and 18. They are changing my meds and i think im loosing my mind. I just cant deal with it all. Ihave a therapist and he wants to know how he can help but i domt know. I just want to check out. Its too much. Thats what he can do. Just turn he head and let me go.