I met my girlfriend about 6 months ago, first we started talking, and i was making jokes so she laughed. We would spend hours speaking about funny stuff, in general having a goodtime. Then one day i told her straight that I really liked her, and she said she did too. That day was one of the best in my life. She was my first girlfriend, sadly she lived far from my village and meeting was a problem. We could only meet once or twice a month. After our first date I had my first kiss, well snog. It was magic, best thing ive ever done. After that we did some more sexual acts. We carried on talking, speaking about the things we did, how good it felt. Every call was out our love, and being together. I had finally found a girlfriend, she was perfect, she loved me as much as I did. About 1 month ago things kinda went weird. She stopped sending me txts, she couldnt meet as much. When speaking she wouldn't talk about love, and went days without talking. I spend days waiting for her to call or speak to me (we sometimes used msn messenger to speak). When she did speak she wouldnt say much, she said her msn was broken and her phone was out of credit. Time passed. One day we started speaking about love again, and planned to meet soon, i asked her to go to a prom dance with me, she said yes. I thought the problem was fixed. Wrong, she blocker my msn, she declined all my calls and ignored my txts. Then after a quick chat about things, she blocked me again. One of her friends told me this, she said that my girlfriend wanted to be with someone else, someone she wanted to be with rather than me. She still liked me but wanted to be with this other person. She refused to speak to me, i pleaded with her to speak, so we could solve this problem like adults. Now a week on and no word from her, she's wiped me from existance, wont take my calls or listen to me. I felt so close to her, i couldnt find a girlfriend in my own area, nd i was lucky to find her. I doubt I can feel the same way with another girl again, or if ill have the confidence to. I feel weird, i dont want anyone else doing stuff to my girlfriend, things that ive done. I just want to know why she doesnt want to be with me, a reason why. What does this other person offer that i dont, she loved me so why did she ditch me, wouldnt talk. We talked about stuff that i wouldnt tell my friends or family. There are other factors to my suicide attempts, but this is the major one.