Well I'm not here to tell I'm going to end my life,I just want to find a plan to continue living... So I'm in love with a girl since childhood and now we are both at university,but we are no longer friends.One day I told her my feelings for her and after some hours she replied she doesn't love me.(but I believe a tiny part of her loved me) Anyway I thought how I can get close to her at least to see her or help her,that will make me happy and keep me going through life,cause no matter how many dates I had I couldn't forget her. So this idea came last week when I saw her going shopping for food,water and other things.She doesn't have a car and she has to carry the bags a lot.I was wandering if I could help her by making or/and carrying the shopping for her.When I would get near her home I would put the bags in front of her door and ring the bell,then she'll give me the money. If I can maybe I can be anonymous through all this operation by wearing a mask over my face when I get near her home,cause I don't want her to know who I am,maybe later I'll reveal myself...I won't ask for anything in exchange for this service,I'll tell her I'm an admirer and just want to help her without getting involved in her life. I know it's a crazy plan,but idk do you think it will work?After some months maybe I'll get closer to her to reveal my true identity...i just feel you can make someone love you with patience and perseverance...any advice or critique?