just me, the sack of sh**

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by noplacetogo, May 23, 2008.

  1. noplacetogo

    noplacetogo Well-Known Member

    eh, just feel like whining. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why do I feel like such a loser all the time. Probably because I am one. No one likes me. I barely have any friends and probably the one friend I do have wants me dead. I had this fantasy today that I got in an argument with my sister and she ends up stabbing me in my gut. I know it's silly, but I could see it happening. She does have a really short fuse. I could provoke her, and being the asshole I am, it could happen. but why the hell would i want that to happen. I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. I can't go to work tomorrow. I'm so sick of that place. They think I'm so happy there. I hate my job. I hate my life. i wish i was someone else. someone worth something. someone someone could love. god what am i doing here. why am I such a whiny sack of shit. why do i even exist