Just Me

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by darkgirlforever, Jun 9, 2012.

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  1. darkgirlforever

    darkgirlforever Active Member

    Lying awake in this hell I call a life
    Trying to cope with my pain and my strife
    Wanting to serrate my flesh with a knife
    O what a life I live, tonight

    I am so restless I’m thrashing within
    I don’t know where to begin again
    It’s not a surprise that I can’t cope with life
    I’m now an adult plagued by the same strife

    I lived through the teen years mostly alone
    This has not changed now that I’m grown
    Though I’ve left home and moved on from depression
    I still can’t help feeling oppression

    I want to do something for some attention
    Something so drastic that it requires intervention
    I don’t know why I’m so self-destructive
    Why can’t I channel this into something productive?

    Self-destructiveness is why I write this
    It’s not something I want but it’s something I miss
    If all of my energy goes into writing
    Then I won’t destroy anything and there will be no fighting

    I don’t know why I feel this but I guess I do
    I don’t have any friends that I can talk to
    I guess I just wanted someone to know
    So I can cry silent tears that I can’t show
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Wow hun you write so well your feeling and emotions good poem hun i am glad you chose to write and not harm you h ugs
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