Guys, I have been on antidepressants and anxiety medication for about a year now or close to it. I needed a change so I got a new job. I am making close to 15,000 dollars a year more, but there is a huge problem. It is 12 hr night shifts from 7 pm-7 am and it is just making me mentally exhausted so bad. It is making my depression on my days off even worse because I stay tired so bad all I want to do is sleep. Now for the even worse part on my days off I have started using cocaine just to give myself energy to get myself out of bed and be active. I hate having to use it, but it is either use and be able to get up and function....go exercise , see friends , etc or just lay in bed all day long. I see a psychologist and a psychiatrist, and they even said night work is not normal on the body. I am now just hanging on by a thread, I just sit around and cry.