I am sitting here babysitting my nephew and I can't stop crying because I keep thinking about how I could kill myself. My mom and I just moved into a new place, and everything just seems to be going wrong. We've been in there for two days now without heat and we finally got the gas turned on and found out that our furnace isnt working. We don't have the money to buy a new one so I don't know how we are going to get heat. We're basically just screwed. I know it is a dumb thing to think about killing myself over.