just need to release some tension...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by selly, Apr 28, 2007.

  1. selly

    selly Active Member

    i made a very very awful, horrid mistake last night.
    and i cheated on my boyfriend.
    i keep trying to validate myself.
    but there's absolutely no excuse for what i've done.
    not that it would matter if there were.
    it's still unforgivable.

    he's the only reason i haven't killed myself in the last 5 years we've been together.
    and now that may as well mean nothing.

    i can't think of a reason to live anymore.
    i really don't deserve to.
  2. selly

    selly Active Member

    no one bother to replying to this.
    i'm sure you either think i'm a terrible girl.
    or you're going to try and make me feel better.

    don't bother with either because at this point i'm numbed by it.

    in fact, can one of the admins or a mod delete this post completely perchance?
    because it's not really serving a purpose.
  3. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    Don't be silly, this thread does indeed have a purpose.
    I think think you are a bad person for cheating. It was a wrong thing to do, but there must have been a reason for doing it. Does your boyfriend know about it?
  4. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Awww :hug: :hug: :hug: Agree with the above, sorry was a bit late, i'm here if you need to talk sometime. :hug: