Just needed to get it out...

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by crzykidshanana, May 26, 2007.

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  1. crzykidshanana

    crzykidshanana Well-Known Member

    I'm twenty years old. I'm not legal to drink. I'm not legal to go to specific clubs. n' I can't do a lot of things.

    This doesn't mean that I'm upset about it. I'm just saying.

    But, lately I've been drinking. Not heavily...but I haven't really told anyone. I don't like to drink because I become uber depressed days later...but I've been drinking...n' I don't know why.

    I may have been depressed before hand...but, I don't really know what to do about it. I'm ashamed.

    I spout all this stuff about how I hate when my Mom drinks n' stuff...yet I'm turning into her.

    I have a lot of willpower. I have the ability to say no. I just don't know why I'm doing what I'm doing.

    Sometimes I really hate myself.
  2. SeemsPerfect

    SeemsPerfect Guest

    You don't have to be ashamed. Depression is something a lot of us go through and it's something a lot of us just hide very well. Have you talked to anyone (professional, close friend/family)? It may help. At the very least we're all here for one another. You're definitely not alone, ok?
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