"Just Oe Of Them Days,That I Wanna be All Alone"

[Jazzy2k0]

That sounds pathetic but I don't care. According to my mother I can't do anything right. Um today was a busy day for me. I drove from lets see 12pm-5pm in heavy traffic to do a favor for a relative. I rush home to finish cleaning the house before my mother gets home and I seem to always fail at everything according to her. She said I didn't clean anything(I guess it has to be done her way) It really hurts when you are tired but still put all your effort into making some1 else happy and all you get back is a bunch of verbal abuse and the silent treatment. I spent 45 minutes cleaning. Can I get some credit! Plus I need my mother to console me at this stage in my life I don't :shower: have that(then she wonders why I have suicidal thoughts at times)

 

[Twisted Sweet Lies]

I know how you feel. Nothing I ever did was good enough for my parents. Something I learned was you can't please everyone just try to make yourself happy that's all that really counts. You know you tried and put forth effort to please her which is more then a lot of people I know would do.

 

[SleepySorrow]

I agree - nothing good has comes from my Parents. While I appreciate my Mother sometimes, most of the time she ends up bitching at me. She did this when I was 15-16, and I ended up just coming back home from school, picking up the food Mother made and going to my room (closing it). There I'd remain until dinner and do the same thing.

What I found that helped was just having no respect for her so much that I didn't care what she said. But as Twisted said, you should do what you need to to feel happy. (not respecting my Mother, made me feel happy but thats me.)