I often wonder why there is such taboo around suicide. In my circumstance, I have not been happy for years, I have no family whatsoever, I'm single and although financially ok I worry about finances non-stop. Life has little meaning or joy. Practically I can not see it improving. I've attempted to get <edited moderator total eclipse method> but it is not readily available. Other than some inconvenience to lawyers and such my passing will effect no one. So why cant this be a matter of personal choice and die with dignity and peace? Certainly the issue of life or death is paramount. No one should attempt suicide without first seeking help. Still I wonder, while many health professionals support the issue of assisted suicide or right to die for "physical" illness so why not mental illness.