Although I've been in chat pretty much every day, I haven't posted on the forum in a while, so I figured I'd just go ahead and try to write something. I need to say something, but I can't think of any words. Some of you have inklings of what's going on in my head right now, but I find it difficult to express it fully. All these stories and images and feelings keep racing through my head, every day, non-stop, never settling down, always getting ever more intricate and powerful. What I know is that I want to die, and even I'm not exactly sure why, although I've been able to reveal hints of it. My sig quote becomes more meaningful by the day. I don't think it will be too long.