just rambling

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by abcd, Dec 6, 2009.

  1. abcd

    abcd Active Member

    I just want it to be over. I don't want to get better. I just want to be gone.
    Man, if only I could forget about my parents. If only they were dead, it would be so much easier. But they are only in their mid-sixties. I don't want to wait that long. My husband deserves more than a wife that merely survives. I go to a therapist 2-4 times a month just to be my real self for 50 minutes, but I don't want help. But this is such a miserable way to live.
    I'm not even depressed about anything in particular anymore. I just don't want to be here anymore.
  2. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

  3. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    I hear ya- I feel the same way myself.
    I'm miserable living too and all I do is burden everyone by being here.