Hey... I'm new here and I need your help!!!
How am I?? I feel like screaming... I don't know were to beging, but I feel like shit... I hate everything about me... I feel fat , ugly and depressed... I'm 16 yrs old, 155 cm short and weigh 61 kg.... Maybe I am... I started cutting 2 yrs ago... and noe I'm addicted to it, but I don't wanna quit... I hate living at home, I think about suicide 24-7, always.... Don't say go talk to someone, I don't wanna, I wouldn't know what to say... And I can't talk to my parents, but I guess you all know that... My parents have been divorced sience I wa two.. And I hate all 4 of them, but I hate my dad and his "girlfriend" the most, they are the fattest, ugliest and the most mean ppl I know... and I'm living with them now... I want to get a apartment but they won't let me... Mum says I can get one.... but my dad says no(of course, it's something I want)..... I'm so sick of it all and I can't take this any more... I'm either gonna runaway or commit suicide.. All I can thik of is to get out of this fu***ng place... I just wanna be happy... Don't I diserve that??:unsure:
And ever since my "friends" abandon me(cause I cut) I've lost all hope of this world... I have started in a new school this year... I've been there for almost 5 weeks and I haven't found a friend...
Maybe my problems aren't as important aseveryone elses but I just had to get this out of me...
Can someone please help me or I will soon commit suicide <Abacus21 - mod edit: methods>
How am I?? I feel like screaming... I don't know were to beging, but I feel like shit... I hate everything about me... I feel fat , ugly and depressed... I'm 16 yrs old, 155 cm short and weigh 61 kg.... Maybe I am... I started cutting 2 yrs ago... and noe I'm addicted to it, but I don't wanna quit... I hate living at home, I think about suicide 24-7, always.... Don't say go talk to someone, I don't wanna, I wouldn't know what to say... And I can't talk to my parents, but I guess you all know that... My parents have been divorced sience I wa two.. And I hate all 4 of them, but I hate my dad and his "girlfriend" the most, they are the fattest, ugliest and the most mean ppl I know... and I'm living with them now... I want to get a apartment but they won't let me... Mum says I can get one.... but my dad says no(of course, it's something I want)..... I'm so sick of it all and I can't take this any more... I'm either gonna runaway or commit suicide.. All I can thik of is to get out of this fu***ng place... I just wanna be happy... Don't I diserve that??:unsure:
And ever since my "friends" abandon me(cause I cut) I've lost all hope of this world... I have started in a new school this year... I've been there for almost 5 weeks and I haven't found a friend...
Maybe my problems aren't as important aseveryone elses but I just had to get this out of me...
Can someone please help me or I will soon commit suicide <Abacus21 - mod edit: methods>
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