I just feel impossible sad. I know what I want in life but I just don’t think it’s ever going to happen. All my family ever says is that I’m stupid and a loser. My brother makes fun of me because I didn’t go to college, even though I tried to and all people did was make feel like sh*t for even TRYING. I just feel sad nonstop. No matter what I do, nothing will ever change. I just want to kill my self. I just want to stop.