Today I just feel sad for some reason. I shouldn't really.. I had a great weekend doing something I really really love with people I love being around. If you know me at all you know what I'm talking about. I should feel happy about the weekend and be glad to have the memories or the good times to look back on. If it's one thing I've gained over the past few years feeling crappy it's to really hold onto and appreciate good memories because theres often so few of them. I'm not sure why I feel sad, and I really hate not knowing why. Not understanding why something happens really bothers me for some reason. I can't ever just accept something for how it is, I'm always left wondering. I know I over think things too much.. I wish I could stop. I'm cursed with a busy mind that hurts me more often than it helps me. I dunno.. I guess I'm just whining like a little baby.. but I just feel sad and low.