I joined today, not sure why, today has been one of the worst days I have had in a very long time. I have had many bad thoughts today, thoughts about ending it all. The thoughts, and feelings that go with them are genuine, this is no cry for help. I am desperate and have nowhere to turn, I feel alone. I typed in 'Suicidal' in google and here is where I ended up. Sorry for the morbid tone of this message, this is me trying my best to not come across as morbid. How am I doing so far? Ok maybe I need to work on it a bit. Anyway, hi to everyone. :sad: