For the last 5 years my job was to take care of my grandmother who's health was growing worse each day. She raised me, and her biggest fear was to be put in a nursing home. I made that decision to take care of her, but I sacrificed a big part of my life in doing so. She passed away this past year, and things have only got worse for me. After she passed away, her brother contested the will and I was forced to move out and move in with my mother. Words cannot describe the pure hell that happens here. Yelling, screaming, argueing, fighting, walls being punched. My brothers main concern who lives here, as well, is to get drugs 24/7. He is simply a worthless drug addict who's main concern is drugs. My mother enables it and just puts up with by making excuses. For the 5 years I took care of my grandmother I went back to school and got my college degree, but I have been turned down for so many good jobs in the last year it is ridiculous. I just simply know I cannot live this life I am having to live. I have lived in this pure hell for 1 year now, and just cannot do it anymore. I do not have any other family to stay with. My only hope was to get a good paying job and move straight out, but I have lost hope. A friend said he could get me a job where he works maybe, but it does not pay much, so how in the world will I be able to move out. The real problem is it starts at 6 am and explain to me when literally there is screaming and fighting going on until 4 am how in the world would I get any sleep. I am living in a black hole that is my life, and I need an immediate solution right now. I am 38 years old, and have sacrificed so much, and yet to have lived life.