I am seriously never happy anymore and I don't know why. Before, I'd always be more angry than sad and be kind of aggressive but now I feel even too weak for that. All I want to do is sit in bed all day and sleep + cry. Tonight, I was looking through a really old photo album that I haven't seen in years. I was looking at pictures of parents when they were younger and their wedding photos and I just starting crying. The looked so happy and healthy but now everything is just the opposite and I hate it. I'm crying right now just thinking about it again. I don't know why but I really do feel responsible for my parents not-wellbeing. I've been nothing but a burden on them.