Hi everyone, I don't really know who else to turn. I just get so angry when I wake up in the morning. I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up. Honestly, I have a plan that I won't detail here. What's weird too, is that whenever I think about the plan, a certain peace comes over me. I just wish I could turn myself off. I don't want to do this anymore. I am so tired. Fiance of four years left me, laid off from job shortly before that, no friends, nothing to look forward to. I just don't want to do this anymore.