Just some stuff..*trig*

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by Casey., May 7, 2008.

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  1. Casey.

    Casey. Well-Known Member

    Just some things that are running through my head right now. I have been writing them all down. I can't figure out what they are supposed to mean, perhaps someone else can.

    "Ashleigh we have to go see Tom now"
    "Why? I don't want to go"
    "Ashleigh; we have to see Tom because Tom is sick"
    "But mom, Tom will get better"
    "No sweetie; Tom isn't going to get better"
    "But mom I want to play with Alex"
    "Ashleigh, please listen. Tom is sick and Tom probably wont get better for a long time. Tom needs us right now, and we have to go"
    "I'm not going"
    "Mommy is sick"
    "Why is she sick? Why does everyone have to be sick?"
    "Ashleigh there are things that happen to us that we can't change, we have to deal with them"
    "Mommy was fine a few days ago"
    "Mommy has always been sick, they just havent found her sickness yet"
    "There are meds you can take for being sick, why can't they just give her those?"
    "Because mommy is very sick and no one knows how to help her. Now, hop up in there and we can go see mommy"
    "If you felt the way I feel about you, you would do this for me, Andrea"
    "I feel the same way, we just want different things"
    "Love is the same for everyone. You don't love me."
    "Colin, I love you"
    "No you don't; If you loved me, you would take this"
    "I can't, you know I can't"
    "Why? Because you want to hang out with that girl? You barely know her. I dont understand why you need her friendship when you have me"
    "Maybe I don't need you"
    "Ashleigh, get off the couch"
    "Do what daddy says, Ashleigh"
    "Shut up Joyce"
    "Fuck off David"
    "Go fuck Tom and get out of our lives"
    "Maybe I will"
    "I want some candy"
    "No sweetie, go play with Alex"
    "Why not?"
    "It will ruin your supper, please go play with Alex"
    "No, I want candy"
    "Ashleigh, this is your last warning, please go play with Alex"
    "Mommy please, I'm hungry"
    "You just ate, Ashleigh, you've had enough food"
    "No I haven't, I am still hungry"
    "No more food, Ashleigh, you are a pig, you eat all of our food"
    "Mommy please, I'm hungry"
    "Promise me something Andrea"
    "Promise me that you won't ever love anyone as much as you love me right now"
    "I can't make that promise to you April, but I love you"
    "I love you too"
    "I promise, babe"
    Tom is my stepdad. David is my father. Joyce is my mother. Colin is my exboyfriend. April is my girlfriend that died two years ago.

    Its almost like this whole series of things is on repeat in my head.
    I don't know what to think anymore. I want to tell myself that there is a reason that these particular events are nagging at me, but I really don't know.
    I dont know anymore.
  2. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Here's some more stuff for you to add and it's pretty straight forward, so I dont think you'll need help figuring it out lol. Love you tons &drea. You are one terrific person and a wonderful friend.
  3. Casey.

    Casey. Well-Known Member

    I posted this... hours... minutes... seconds before she died. That is creepy.
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